new blog

i've changed to tumblr and here is my new blog

http://finallycanbfree.tumblr.com/

post-fall break / more than halfway there

i'm back in asheville now. fall break was last weekend. and i had a great time seeing my family and friends. i got to spend more time with my family this break than i usually do, which i'm really happy about. i played video games with my brother and spent all day monday with my mom going to lunch and to see the proposal (which i thought was super cute), and got to chill with my dad.

had already done the work that was due right after break, so this week has been less stressful than it would've otherwise been. i also paid my balance for school today, so i no longer have that hanging over my head.

tomorrow is the day of looking for work, and i hope it goes well. i'm just gonna go to the temp agencies around and hopefully find something good that way. besides that, there are lots of stores and restaurants around that i will apply with too. so something should work out. it doesn't have to be great in any way, just something to give me some much needed dollars, and to make me not solely dependent on my parents.

but for the rest of the night i think i'm not gonna do a damn thing, because that's how i do.

hope you're doing well also!

important question

"lit review, why can you just not be finished already?"

because just thinking about you makes me super tired.

monday

so i didn't sleep that well last night, and as a result, sadly slept right through my alarm for 9:30am this morning. i continued to sleep mostly straight through until 2:30pm, because every time i woke up and thought about getting up i felt completely defeated. i'm not really sure what was making me feel this way. i do have a lot of work this week but not so much that i feel like i can't through it.

anyway, so i spent the majority of my awake part of today feeling depressed for no apparent reason. i took a long shower to wake up, and still felt pretty much worthless for the day for a bit.

then i got a call from kenny and got to catch up with him and hear about some exciting things he's doing, which cheered me up. during the call marshall came back from school and being with her immediately made me feel better. we decided to be very domestic ladies and made dinner and watched you've got mail together and chatted. now she's listening to bette midler's thighs and whispers on record, while i attempt to get started on some work.

but clearly you see how well that's working out.

i think i'll start with some reading i need to get done, instead of the writing part. i really just want to listen to music and lounge around the apartment and daydream, but that would not be productive.

lol oh now marshall has changed it to luther vandross! it's fun here.

thanks for tuning in. i'll keep you all updated on how things develop.

at long last

we are officially exiting the blogging hiatus. there are new things happening that will need to be documented. so here we are. a lot has changed since the last post.

i am back in asheville for my last semester of college. i have my senior seminar class and then i'm done! the class is going really well, so i'm feeling good. i have not been able to lock down a job as of yet, so i'm making it only with my parents' help, which i feel somewhat guilty about but also extremely grateful.

marshall and i have an apartment together and we are in love with it. i took some pictures so you can feel like you're here with us. welcome friends! also marshall did a virtual tour on her youtube site here!

i guess that's all for now, because i have to get some work done for this crazy week i have coming up. but thanks for returning to my blog. i will try to keep this thing going more frequently now :)

::currently listening to: marshall playing songs on her guitar - i love it here!::

yet another reason to love her

esthero showing her support for the gays!

panic moment

this summer is not starting off much better than the last. i have been applying for jobs and at temp agencies, but so far i have nothing. in addition to this i have large credit card bills and over the limit fees to contend with, and my seatbelt ticket. but i have $10 to my name. i'm supposed to be getting a check from my internship, but i'm not sure when that'll get here. oh yeah, i also need money to buy new glasses, because i lost mine. they were very expensive, and i'm still freaked out that they're gone, but there's nothing to be done. i know these are small in comparison to some people's problems but i'm very bad at dealing with these situations, and am in a bit of a panic. if one thing would fall into place, surely the others would follow suit, right? it's hard to tell at this point.