hypnotism

after much thought, i've decided that the best way for me to change behaviors that are not benefiting me at the moment is to be hypnotized out of it.

i realize this is the most passive-cop-out fix for the problem, but bear with me. i just cannot be trusted to change for any length of time, so i think if someone could manipulate these behaviors out of me, i'd be in great shape.

the possibilities are endless! "jeff, you are getting very sleepy... you will no longer procrastinate by blogging or other random activities, and will in turn get your assignments in on time. furthermore, you will work out in the gym that is RIGHT BESIDE YOUR DORM instead of always simply saying you should." etc. etc. "these changes will remain in effect until i tell you otherwise.." and i never see the hypnotist again, and keep these better behaviors forever!

i think i definitely should look into this, because i have been so offpoint this week. now i have so much stuff to do, and all i want to do is sleep. haha. i mean, i know i can get it done, but it feels incredibly tedious to write a paper or read some boring shit or study for exams.

after this much procrastinating i have a lot to get done within a week. after that i can rest a bit easier. and that's not to say i haven't been doing well with some aspects, but the overall consensus is that i really need to step my game up.

so i'ma try. i'll break it into manageable sections. and we'll just see.

.:listening to: truby trio - a go go (boozoo bajou version):.