seriously?

i swear you could set a fucking stopwatch to time how long it takes after one thing goes right in my life before something blows the fuck up in my face!

i had a great interview this morning, and was feeling a bit better about things this summer, which have been worrying me non-stop, but then i get pulled over by a motorcycle cop because i wasn't wearing my seat belt. so now i - who have no money to my name at all - must pay $100.

no it's not the end of the world, but on top of all the other bullshit that i have had to deal with in the recent weeks of my life, i would expect a break maybe at some point. is that unreasonable?

eva thinks it's because i killed a lot of people or swindled old ladies in a past life. if i did, i am truly sorry, but i would never do that now, if that counts for anything. if it does, please make a note in my file, because this shit has to stop.